December 2009
I sprayed his sweatshirt with his cologne and I don’t think I will ever take it off :) I keep pushing him away but he keeps working his way back in my life. I just wish my friends and family liked him as much as I do.
I’m getting tired of holding you back, so please do not let me down when I least expect it.
slangtang:
Train Song - Ben Gibbard &...
I get the feeling Tj is going to ask me to formal. Is it weird that in the 4 years of hs I never wanted to go to formal, but now that I’m in college I think it could be fun? WEIRD.
:)
i told
my parents i was going to bed, but on my way to my room i snagged the macbook and im not allowed on it without asking. my door just jerked and i thought i was busted.
it was the heater turning on. my heart is speed racing.
:(
OH AND!!
my brother proposed last night. and she said yes :)
they are planning for april. :D
i asked for polaroid film for christmas and my mom told my grandparents to get it for me. fingers crossed. i want it SO incredibly bad.
new playlist:
1.maybe maybe- nico stai
2.night/day- mae
3.to save you- monumentmonument
4.special-garbage
5.lets make it last- brandon heath
6.gotta have you- the weepies
7.you dont know me- ben folds
8.if im james dean then your audrey hepburn- sleeping with sirens
9.reptilia- the strokes.
10.alligator- tegan and sara
he wrote me a song. daw ;)
my brother is proposing
tomorrow night when we are all opening christmas presents. alskdjflskdj
the ring is GORGEOUS.
i never wear
makeup any more.
:) savin money at least?
hahah.
In 2009..
schoolboycrush:
somethingxvague: In 2009 I… (x) broke a promise (x) lied (x) went behind your parents’ back (x) cried over a broken heart (x) disappointed someone close (x) hid a secret (x) pretended to be happy (x) slept under the stars ( ) kept your New Year’s resolution (x) forgot your New Year’s resolution (x) met someone who changed your life (x) met one of your idols (x) changed your...
maybe
a shower will wake me up/distract me.
if not, there is really no point to being awake.
i just need to know its okay
waiting for your reply is killing me.
how did things get so messed up.
you're an angel, i'm a devil
jtylerjones:
but we’ll meet somewhere in between.
hawthorne heights= guilty pleasure <3
CLUB SANDWICHES NOT SEALS.
CHRISTMAS SHOPPING today :)
boys complicate my life.
end of story.
i have gone back and forth so many times now. my decisions have no direction.
1.stay with him, make it work, see him twice a year.
2.let him go, move on, meet someone new
3. i already met someone new. is it worth it to move on with him?
just THREE of the million thoughts floating in my head right now.
i SHOULD be studying for my last final, time to focus.
tegan & sara - on directing
i had a slim jim.
day=MADE. :)
awesome.
my favorite jeans have a whole in the ass.
im off to go bone this history final. ;) i dont know why i find it necessary to say i bone things?
cause really i dont, but. haha whatever :)
“You should eat to fill your stomach, not your soul. And drink to numb your...”
“If you get between me and the things I love, I will ask you politely to move. If...”
– http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/ (via caitibeth)
i finally
ended this twisted thing i call a relationship, and the only thing im worried about is if he hates me. otherwise it really doesnt bother me that much.
im going out tomorrow, christmas tree lane here i come.
then finals, then i get to go home and see him, and this him is better.
a;lskdjf how did things end up this weird. everything got so messed up.
I only need
a page and a half to finish this essay.
but here i am, not writing it.
kill me now? thanks.
